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this crowded place
held no meaning to me
till I saw you
with those to sure eyes
but I could not see
what the memory would mean
In ways
I was blind to that day
yet the words we spoke
I meet each one
picked them with care
as your eyes
seemed so right
but we both knew
this was a one time chance
both seeing the risk
our end was clear
but right now
its our time
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I got lost
in sad thoughts
and self hate
the need to run
but I pushed the words
that tired to be free
In corners and closets
till it become to much for me
to live a lie
with a mask unseen
for those nearest to me
saw but a smile
about to fade
so I shut down you see
finding my comfort
in the silence of these
finally I feel
I am free
to speak
more clearly
as a new storm
greys the clouds
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that I could
see past the fear
the mistakes I made
the person I used to be
I just wish
saying it
was as easy to believe
and turn into a reality
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use your words
tell me who you are
where you been
and the thoughts you have
I hope you understand
money is great
but truth is worth more
give me that
I want to get to know you
past it all
the things you hide
the secrets you keep
but in the end
I want the best and worst
Of you
just promise me
you actions will reflect
this to be true
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you did it again
talked to much again
said the wrong thing
gave your trust
to a stranger at dusk
I was on cloud nine
the deed been done
the papers no longer mine
you took a part of me
but yet I give more of me
with the lose of self
the gain unclear
as my dreams
and reality blur
leaving me in wonder
as I awake
wondering why
I made this mistake
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I stayed up to late
in hopes to high
to speak to you
but as you always do
you got quiet
leaving me
with my thoughts
so I wrote you this note
in hopes you hear
not that I would send it
so dear page
this is all I have to say
I just hope someday
I can say it at the right time
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I keep talking
even though
we both know
the words are gone
we had are chance
at this thing
that could of been
till you shut the window
letting silence in
we are stuck in a dance
a game of chess
that I can never win
you have your poker face
I have nothing to hide
so why do I try
to make this something
it will never be
when we both know
you will move on
leaving me
just like the rest
with silence
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I know you
but you don’t know me
you are stronger
and better then this
let them talk
the words empty
with no power
the hate they give
but I know you
I happen to disagree
if you would just please
hear me out
I am reaching out
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One more bit
if only I could
not use you so
to deal with my day
but I hate you
try to forget
a meal or two
as I fear the number
on the scale
how can you be so good
yet so bad for me
to big to small
why must it be
one or the other for me
when will this end
and food be food
no longer my enemy
but a thing to let me live
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I had a dream
you were there
thought you forgot
about the time we had
people wept and spoke
with such truth
some never knowing me
Stanger’s came
as if they knew me
the ones who bullied me
but my true friends
were the silent ones
there words unspoken
the pain in their eyes
they burned my body
just like the rest
my life summed up
in few words
that said so much
then my dream found its end
I was alone with my thoughts
of the lose of me
the tear filled eyes
could no longer see
the pain at hand
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